work stuff
Sep. 14th, 2010 10:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
holliMan, having a real job isn't all that fun. Even if it is at a toy store. I don't know that I'd like working anyplace else *more,* or anything, just-- I have to lift heavy boxes, and be chipper to people, and not chat with my coworkers (who are fun to chat with, so there's that). I think part of it's that I'm still upset about not getting my old job back, and part of it's that having a new job is making me a hell of a lot more anxious than usual. Which is no fun.
For that matter, why is it that trying to do something about my anxiety seems to be making me more anxious? Maybe it only feels that way. I kind of can't tell from inside my own brain.
The scary thing is I might have a chance at a really-truly full-time grown-up job-- a woman I babysit for is working for a toy company, and when she came into the store she said she might have a job for me there. Now I just need to deal with my anxiety about writing a resume! Oh joy.
For that matter, why is it that trying to do something about my anxiety seems to be making me more anxious? Maybe it only feels that way. I kind of can't tell from inside my own brain.
The scary thing is I might have a chance at a really-truly full-time grown-up job-- a woman I babysit for is working for a toy company, and when she came into the store she said she might have a job for me there. Now I just need to deal with my anxiety about writing a resume! Oh joy.
